back at it agaiinnn...

uuggghhhh. it dnt take too fucking much...

its the freakin holidays and im worried bout the wrong thing guyss...lets tlk about the good stuff first...

bought all my christmas gifts...well...some ppl gettin they shit a lil after christmas [at least they gettin somethin eh??] yea...im kinda excited about christmas tomorrow...but it aint like the past christmases. its kinda low key...

thenn...got my hair done...lookin good. ppl lose a little bit of contact nowadays. maybe its just a holiday thing.. it'll be back in the new year?? we gon have to start off 2009 incorrect?? i hope not. nuff said.

anywho. i ust wanted to write a blog while i had the chance. i got so much other shit to say but i just cant type it on here. my heart beatin real fast though ciz im gettin pissed off just thinkin about it. guess i shouldnt trip.

stalkEE aint foolin with me right now...its cool. well not really but i can only stress it as much as yu do.

HAPPY HOLIDAYS GUYS.

byyeeee.

out and about.

mann...ive been all around the world. lol. i have to update on soooo much.

i saw my stalkee at the mall haha. but i was with my boyfriend. funny right??? yeah. so we had a lsg party last night at club 20/20. we were santa's little helpers. haha. man we looked so good. especially me...hair done makeup done lookin niicceee. lol. my boyfriend didnt come. the stalkee didnt come. and i was drunk! i was loose and had nobdy there to fulfill tht. aint tht some shit?? [sounds a little freaky huh? i swear im not lmao] but i was dancin all over the place. shoes flew off. and the party didnt even get shut dwn like ppl said it would...it lasted all the way thru. and i was proud of the outcome...i came home to my best friends house and passed out on the bed and went to sleep. well...i talked to my best friend joe for like two hours. then i fell asleep on him...

now i gotta busy day...gotta go buy a gift for my secret santa. gotta go to the beauty supply. gotta get my hair done. and im thinkin about spendin the night with joe...but how ima get to church in the morning?? ugh. i dunno...but im always so busyyy. geez. im the busiest person in the world who doesnt have a license or a car. shit.

anywho...so now im just waiting on my mama so my busy day can begin.

byeeee.

don't yu have a man??

sometimes i wonder if he asks tht question when i try to tlk to him like he's really mine. ugghhh.

bet yu cant guess who im listenin to...thts right. the infamous DRAKE. yes yu've heard about him. [if not yur pretty lame lol.] mann...if yu would have never left me in the first place we wouldnt be in this predicament. but i guess yu aint stressin it like i am...

damn. i just pissed myself off. lemme switch the subject...i looked sooo cute today. lol. i make it work in my lamar uniform. best friend JOE is finally home from college. its christmas time thank GOODNESS. im excited. i wish i could have gotten a car...i got finals next week...how exciting. aint tryna fail these hoes. its senior year for me. its a MUST tht i graduate. its friggin[hahaha] cold outside. it snowed yesterday. tht was fun. snow only comes every purple moon in houston lol.

im just sittin here at this computer...typing and thinking...typing and thinking...and its just like...damn...i wish i could put it into words.

listenin to drake reminds me of you. but dnt i have a man?? why am i trying to be tht person in yur life when im already tht person to someone else?? why are yu letting me?? no one understands yu like i do. and yet im not with yu. with all these feelings yu would think it was easy but it aint. yu know how i am with feelings. i catch em real hard. its hard for me to dodge em. uggghhh. like yu said. whats meant to be will be in the end...i guess we can keep doing what we doing...ooohhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! had to let it out.

anywho...now im listening to MICKEY FACTZ. [live water f/lauryn hill] he said he'd rather bathe in her emotions. i'd rather bathe in yur emotions if yu showed them. hahaha. i'd drown in them if yu showed them.

i guess ima end this one. im off for the night.

byyeeee.

on the phoneee...

with the stalkEE...i think i been crackin him up...lol.

my fucking computer wont let me change the music tht iso on my blogspot. aint tht some bull???? cuz i wanna put this song by common on there. shit...AND i got cramps and they hurt like hell...

i just finished doing my uncle's homework...aint tht somethin??? easy math...well. not tht easy.

the best randomness comes from when yur not really TRYING to be random. and tht would explain why this blog is a whole bunch of nothingness. meaningless crap tht poured out of my mind and onto this blogspot. hehe.

byyeeee.

soooo...

i had a birthday dinner last night...it went well. lots of ppl showed up. but yu know who didnt??

the stalkee aint tht some shit?? and he hasnt even called. thts some more shit....anywho...
i aint trippin. i was in suh a great mood. the atmosphere was so calming unitl these niggas walked up in my shit drunk. high. all tht shit. didnt speak being rude and disrespectful. one of them supposedly calling himself a best friend to me. BIG joke.

but all in all...my shit turned out the way i wanted it to. the ppl tht i cared about most were there. [except the stalkee for whatever reason] but it was fun. food. the wii. everything. FUN.

happyy birthdayy to meeeeee.

well...december 2 was my birthday. i turned 17. a baby right??? lol. yeah...my day was awesome...

i got my hair done the day before by my best friend. at midnight i started getting all these birthday calls from my friends. it was great...so i woke up tht morning all excited (hehe) and we went to school.

my two best friends had gotten me a cake and a BIG HUGE birthday card tht everybody at school signed. then another best friend of mine got me some balloons. i kept getting money. my birthday was great. my mama got me a new purse. mann...

haha. i feel like im writing a story from an english class. lmao.

anywho...my birthday was spectacular. i had fun. and now im having a dinner on saturday with all my friends. *and yes my STALKEE is coming.* lol. tht should be fun.

my prized possession would have been a car butt...guess tht aint happening. but i aint trippin though really...i just really realy really wanted it....guess i am trippin huh???

anywho...i just love my friends...they do so much for me. treat me right. friends like those are hard to find...and im such a slacker...ugh. i havent finished college applications or scholarship applications. i aint got no job...ugh.

well...i was just updating yall cuz most likely the next time i write prolly wont be until like a week or two. haha.

[damn its alot of paragraphs in this hoe!! lol.]

peace.

another random one.

flawless arent we??? j.lowe,me,ari. i lovee these girls. really. i just wanted to post the picture. another cheer pic. haha.

why do we love love...

when love seems to hate us??

jasmine sullivan asked tht question in one of my favorite songs. she's awesome. but...we love love because it doesnt hate us. and no matter how much we think it hates us we continue to knock on its door in hopes of success. it just doesnt always work in our favor. and thts not love's fault. its because of the decisions and choices we make. and our actions and thoughts. we are the cause of however love works in our lives. and we arent perfect so why would we expect our love lives to be???

now im listening to anita baker. her voice is calming. her lyrics??? fire. the particular song im listening to is called "body&soul." i love it. those who really associate with me on a musical level would love it. better yet they probably already do. anita aint new to the music game. my mama likes her. lol.

we had our last football game saturday. it was kinda sad. all the seniors are leaving. graduating. going to college. kinda depressing. no more cheering. no more monday practices til 6:30. ima miss it. anywho...

let me shout out my stalkee. lol. cuz apparently im his stalker. haha. his blogs interest me. or maybe its just him. both?? lol. yeah. i wish i was out for the whole week of thansgiving. damn..

school just fuckin gettin on my nerves. lol. homework and shit...i wnt some more tattoos. they intrigue me. i wnt my ears pierced again. i wnt a car. damn...i just wnt the whole world huh???

i went bowling yesterday. me.kerry.monica.charleston.j. lowe.sean.ari.koby.ashlo[wifeeyy].mike.denzel.shaunte.dann.desmond.katherine...LOTS OF PPL = LOTS OF FUN. boys against girls. we aint tally up the scores hehe but im pretty sure the girls won. thts just how we rollll.

anyway. last blog i said i would try to write somethin new everyday. lol. BIG joke. cuz this slow ass computer be pissin me off. thts why i leave it up to my stalkee to post new ones everyday so i can read his shit...se how tht works babe???

anyway, i got school. im finna hit the sheets...thts a lie. im finna watch tv. lmao. BYEEEEE.

random

Lamar Homecoming 2008. WEAK!!! lol. but it's our senior year. it was only right tht we attended it...even if it was pretty lame. i'll go in order. j.lowe.me.ari.d'ann.taylor.ashlyn. the girls. we had fun tht night. lots of drama. drunken night haha.

anywho. i was in the hospital yesterday because my cramps were HORRIBLE. i was throwing up and everything. but i guess they are gonna put me on birth control. uggghhhh. so my cramps can stop being so severe. but...i realized how many ppl love me. i had a full room when i was at the hospital. everybody came to see how i was doing. i swear i have the most awesome friends and family ever. yeah. and i didnt go to school today. them doctors drugged me up. haha. with MOTRIN 3. tht shit is strong. put my ass to sleep. sooo...yeah. this is a pretty random blog. no reason behind except to update my blogspot. i been m.i.a. from here. i feel like im neglectin yu. lol. so i'll try to write everyday. TRY.

but...im out.

rae.j.

kindasorta

LSG party?? success.
Homecoming?? not so much. lol.
Hotel Party?? big disaster!

anywho. got another poem.

Kindasorta
by Raveen Johnson

i kinda sorta wanna be the one yu love.
not all them other girls. those superficial girls. those good for nothin girls.
its kinda sorta like yu dnt even see me. kinda invisible. sorta not recognized.
if yu get my drift.
but im not gonna throw myself at yu. thts kinda desperate.
something tht i am not.
sorta like yu do it to make me jealous except yu dnt even know tht its making me jealous.
but then again...maybe yu do know. yur just waiting??
patiently? or is time about up?
i kinda sorta wanna be tht one. yu know tht one.
tht one tht yu call and text every five minutes just to let her know tht she's perfect.
(even though perfect is far from what she is)
tht one whom yu see past their flaws. kinda like yu see past me.
sorta like im invisible.
but...i guess its gotta be this way.
cuz i aint making a move. im kinda scared.
...of yur rejection. thts all i see.
and ill never know becaues i havent spoken to yu yet.
sorta apprehensive. sorta anxious.
hell i dnt know.
but..kindasorta...yur already tht one.
kinda like magic. sorta like love unseen.
but yu will never know...

OBAMA.

heyy. its been so long since i been on here. damn. ive expressed alot of feelings but not on here. so let me get to tellin yall...

okay...clearly. Barack Obama is our president-elect. now there is alot of controversy over this situation from both republicans and democrats. personally, i am proud tht there is a black man in office. but i am not proud of the ignorant ppl who know nothing about obama or why he even ran for president and won in the first place. ppl, black, white, asian, whatever, have their own opinions. but i think its especially embarrasing when a black person cant even discuss why they are strong supporters of obama. it should be an honor to everyone, especially african americans, tht he is now our president. but for yu to be a supporter yu have to know yur president. know yur facts. we look so ignorant when we are asked questions about obama and what he stands for and we cant answer them, other than speaking about his race. come on black ppl. lets get it together. obama isnt in office JUST because he is black. he is in there because he was the better candidate, in my opinion. and it also makes me sick when ppl go around a group of republicans and yell out tht their president is black just to piss them off. thts not what obama stands for. obama is EVERYONES president, even the republicans. and he aint rubbin it in the faces of the ppl who were against him so why are his so-called "supporters" doing so??? yur further separating the political parties and races. by supporting barack we support his morals and his policies. not just his fucking race. i mean, im black. but i dnt go around yelling tht my president is black just to piss ppl off. thts ignorant-something tht obama is not.

next. i was recently involved in a conversation with one of my classmates and he told me tht everyone who voted for obama was black. tht statement was ignorant. little did he know...60 fucking % of republicans who voted for bush last year voted for obama this year. and most of them were white. it disgusts me to see tht racism is still a factor in today's society. even in the younger generation. and when i brought up racism he referred to it as me thinking the black race was being attacked. but he, and other ppl, dont understand the complete severity of racism. there are some white ppl who still look dwn on the blck race. they can be in the same room as us but they still have to "keep us in our places." we cant have too much control because we dnt belong in a place of authority. its stupid. we have to work just as hard as we've been working, if not harder, to prove ourselves to the entire world. for example...my friends and i are in International Baccaelaurate classes. kind of like honors classes. we are the only three black ppl in the class but we are respected. they listen to our arguments and understand our intelligence. but if we were not in those classes they probably wouldnt even look at us. lets be real. obama's presidency goes far beyond HIS race but mine and every other black person. we aren't appreciated. and im not saying tht every white person is like tht. the majority of them arent. but what about the few tht are??? the question lingers in my head. this country will never be united with thoughts of hatred, ignorance, racism, gender, whatever.

but all in all...Barack Obama is president. we expect a change and i believe we will receive it. i support my president and i hope tht soon others in the country will support him too, rather than doubting him.

p.s. hey chadd. lmao.

peace.

just F.Y.I.

i just thougt i would make a statement...

i was planning on deleting a few of these blogs but i changed my mind. blogs, to me, are way of random expression. on the spot thoughts that are written dwn just to release some emotion or just words. so i will never delete anything i have ever written on this blog because at tht particular time i was feeling a certain way. and i'll be able to reflect on those times whenever i come back and reread this stuff. certain emotions were depicted through these blogs. good or bad. they will remain.


peace.

forever.

hmm. where do i begin...

ugh. all these feelings cant be controlled. i always asked myself why i stayed attracted to yu. cuz we were never nrmal. lol. seriously. we never did the things we planned. we never acted on our emotions. it was all just a joke but not really. we just treated it like one. and our best friend (lol) said tht i was in love with yu. and i aint wanna agree. cuz yu aint really the type to be tryna fall in love with. no offense haha. but. ASSHOLE doesnt really give off the image of deep love. but i miss what we had. whatever it was. i miss it. cuz thru all the disagreements came alot of good conversations. and i managed to spit out "i love yu" a couple of times. and i actually meant it. and i seem to catch myself reading yur stuff everyday. and looking at yur pictures all the time. not a day goes by tht im not curious about what could have been. now dnt think im a stalker or some shit. haha. i can just honestly tht yu were one of a kind to me. ugghhh. i miss yu. and in the time tht i was talking to yu i knew i could have found better but i didnt wnt to. because better still wouldnt have been yu. better wouldnt make me laugh or cry or yell or scream or sing the way tht yu did. remember when i would sing to yu??? i wish i could still do tht but it would only make me love yu more and fall back into what we had. but it wouldnt be the same. cuz what we had isnt there. it isnt we anymore. it sucks. and now im sad. lol. i knew what i was getting myself into. i knew what kind of person yu are and i thought it was cute. and i still do. and i feel like im the one who matched yu most. but shiittt...idk who's in yur life now. replaced me. i wouldnt do anything differently between us except the ending. and to this day i still wouldnt be able to leave yu alone. cuz yu left a mark on me. a deep dark mark tht will never go away. sometimes. i wish we could be. and i remember yu telling me tht yu sucked at relationships. but i dnt care. cuz yu never sucked at what we had. even when yu pissed the fuck out of me. lmao. but. those are just things i think about. and who knows what the future holds. i admit tht im with someone. and i really like him. but...if the wind blew yu back to me i would take yu with open arms. and thts truth.

love yu. forever.

more random thoughts.

haha. chipmunk's kickback for her 17th birthday. we had fun tht night. neighbors calling the police and shit. anywho. senior year is going by so rapidly. soon enough graduation will be here and we will be in college. grown up. mature. it almost seems unreal. some ppl in high school yu will never see again. i learned in church today tht if yu have made an accomplishment yu cant expect someone who hasnt to rejoice with yu over yur success. thts when yu realize who yur friends are. as yu continue to move up on the success ladder friends start disappearing. and yu have to be fine with tht. because everyone is not a friend. but ppl still choose to use the term freely. thts how feelings get hurt. wise words tht we all should live by. LSG had a carwash on saturday. very successful. then i got my hair done. me and [him] went out. [him]. he's so awesome. i cant quite put my finger on why God put him in my life because i know ive done some things and i dnt deserve to be with him. but i do deserve to be happy and thts what i am with him. its great. moving on...homecoming is next weekend. im excited. LSG is having a halloween party tht friday. yur invited. lol. i should be doing some homework but...i smoothly closed the book cuz i figured i would do it before i fell asleep. im such a BUM. but...guess im logging off for the night. just had to release the randomness tht crowded my mind. night night.

rae.

Sometimes;

sometimes...
written by: Raveen Johnson


sometimes it seems as if i bother yu. like the things i did before do not attract yu anymore.
sometimes it seems as if yur skies have all turned gray. &&there's nothing i can say to make the gloom fade away.
sometimes i think tht what yu wnt is not with me. and yur heart is telling yu tht it'd be best for yu to leave.
but i cant help but wonder why these feelings take control. when all i wnt to do is make yu happy. make yu whole.
and to think tht i was about to pour my soul into yu. seems like yu wouldnt take it cuz yur actions say yur through.
yu've always been one to never finish what yu start. so why did i think tht yu'd be different with my heart.
i wish things could be different cuz im fighting for yur love. just open up yur eyes and i'll be what yu dreamed of.
giving me some chances but not tryna make it work. just two ppl with a title tht can be thrown in the dirt.
we talked about the sacrifices and choices we would make. the actions and the steps and the journey we would take.
so how come yu can change yur mind in the midst of all emotion.
acting like ive given everything but my devotion.
sometimes. just sometimes i wish tht things would be
the way we always wanted. well maybe it was just me.
so why'd yu waste my time giving me false hope.
whispering all those sweet nothings. it was all a big joke.
but dnt hold yur breath. there is no other like myself.
and yu'll soon figure tht out when yur searching for someone else.
hope she has everything i didnt. did the things i couldnt do.
gave yu everything yu wanted. may it all work out for yu.
as the relationship grows stronger, with some things yu wont concur.
soon enough yu'll be writing these same sometimes to her.

back again

been away for too long. im back though.haa; anywho.so much has been happening.well...lol. not really.but..there's this guy...he's almost perfect if not already perfect.pointblank.does things tht no one has ever done.treats me like ive never been treated.opened my eyes to things tht i never knew boys knew how to do.now i knw tht its the guys i usually tlk to.they never did anything he does.and its rare to find one like him.haha.i think ima keep him.cheerleading is awesome.school is ok.got alot of friends.and i know for certain they are my friends.i just went to this job interview at this place called sweet and sassy.seems like its gonna be fun sooo..im hoping they call me back.i recently hurt my knee.i dnt know how serious it is.i just know its been a almost a week now and it still hurts.ugh.yeah...im trying out for competition squad.tht should be exciting.yep.best friend joe loves me.hehe.he told me.and best friends monica and chalie told me they love me.i knw they aint lying.lol.anywho.ive been driving alot more.cant wait til i get my own ride.dropped a lot of ppl in my life.and aint lookin back for a minute.im involved in this thing ccalled LSG[Lamar.Senior.Girls]yu could say we takin over.haa;but other than tht??im good.ive been good.life is good.not perfect.but i refuse to complain.yur like my daily journal.lol.but im outt.

peace.

church.

this pic is of me and my cheer girls. we were chillin before practice. haha. boredom. thts d'ann and twin. i love em. they are a few of the girls tht complete my life.[pointblank] mhm. anywho. im bakkk. im listening to lauryn hill right now. its soothing my mind. i feel good right now. i feel secure in my friendships and in my relationships. im ready for school to start. i learned at church tht sometimes a storm is really grace tht keeps yu out of hell. meaning the storm was a reality check. saving yu from certain mistakes yu made tht can send yu to the wrong places. we need storms. avoid them as much as possible but dnt expect them not to happen. they make yu stronger and better. always. yeah. church was awesome this morning. anywho. i just thought i would share tht with yall.

poetry.

sooo...ive been dying of deprivation of blogging all day. ohemgeee. now tht im here i done forgot what i wanted to blog abt...hmm...ohhh!!! i was gonna give yall one of my poetry pieces...so here it goess:

Givin' Up

i gotta give up.
too much stress. confess all things tht ive done then i gotta give up.
cuz im stuck in love waiting on him to love me back.
feelings aint the same so i gotta give up.
im tryin to give up.
used to be on top of my game now ive managed to slip up.
man i gotta give up.
cuz im filled with hope. but in the back of my mind i know i must cope
with his absence so...i'll try to give up. but its hard cuz i let my mind sway
to the things tht he says when i know tht he doesn't really mean what he says
so...how i am supposed to give up trying. ppl say i wlk around like i just got thru crying.
and im so depressed && life aint supposed to be like this.
cuz my expressions express tht there is something ive missed.
man i gotta give up.
its a must i give up.
cuz he's moved on to new things while i wait for a phone ring.
im abt to give up.
cuz there's so much more ahead of me. and to wait on this boy who wnts nothing to do with me
is so beneath me. so yea...im givin up.
cuz its weakening my spirit when it used to be tough.
&&givin up is the only solution to my problem. all this giving in and loving him surely aint gon solve em so...
im gon try to give up but its tough cuz i know i'll slip up.
he'll whisper something in my ear and i'll surrender to what i hear.
forgetting tht when he stops whispering my emotions will still be laid out like a blanket.
sorry to the world if i fail to give up.
but im tryin. im tryin so hard to give up.

yea...thts my shit. more to come. cuz i like sharing this with yall. haa;

im out.

Lauryn Hill

lol. sry. i had to post this before i forgot to. this girl right here??? THE shit. her music is what i wnt mine to resemble. making a difference. enhancing minds to think beyond the norm. AWESOME. "every cause has an effect." (lauryn hill) i absolutely love her. &&yu should too. cuz her music is like no other. rapper singer actor. she's a goddess.

randomness.

i am a cheerleader. &&i must say tht i adore it. its very challenging. more than walking around it cute little skirts with lots of make up on. haa;i take it very seriously. its awesome. took a huge chunk of coins out my pocket butt...yu gotta do what yu gotta do. lots of help frm the ppl who love me. anywho. im so boredd. &&this has def. become my new chill spot. my domain. my haven. i absolutely love it here. yall aint too welcoming though. just kidding. its amazing how addicting something gets. like tattoos and alcohol. hehe. blogspot has become one of my addictions. &&i would tell everyone else abt it but the nthey might abuse it like they have murdered myspace. ugghh it disgusts me. lol. butt...if they find out they find out. but it wont be because i told them. sooo...hmm...i guess thts gonna be it. cuz i clearly ran out of meaningful shit to say. everything after this next period is gonna be so random and pointless its ridicuous. watchin project runway. thts my shit. listenin to drake. he's my shit. writing some poetry. thts THE shit. thts what i can tlk abt. my poetry. i thnk its bomb if i do say so myself. i might post one up here. long as yall dnt steal it. i would hate tht. i write with emotion literally. whatever i feel pours out of my mind into the pen and onto the paper. and its flowy and soothing like cool water. its awesome. thts how my songs are too. did i mention i write my own lyrics?? damn. i be forgettin stuff. definitely not bragging. just boredom. i figured id tell yu a bit more abt myself since i aint got shit else to do. but ill finish up now. wtyl.[write to yu later] haaa;

drake.[the best]

ugghhhh. this is the product of boredom. &&i figured since everybody else would express their love for DRAKE i would too. he is the best yet. and he aint signed surprisingly. his words put me in my mood. if i aspired to be a rapper i woud wanna be him. haa; umm...and im a singer soo i guess ill be the female version. long story short i like drake. no no. i love drake. he's my rainy day hate yo nigga love yo nigga im the flyest never biting in my zone type shit music. haha. type of music tht lets yu know he's real. never bullshittin. always true in every line. &&i will never fail to support him. never.

CHAD

mannn. haa;i never in million years imagined myself dedicating a whole blog to yu butt...here it is. i just figured yu deserved it cuzz...shit idk. i just felt like it. lmao. ily chad. regardless. yes. yu are an asshole. pointblank. and yess. it does piss me off. haa; but it never changes the way i feel. may change our status[waiitt...what WAS our status??]lmao. anywho. things may not be the same between us but this doesnt erase the fact tht yur cool. lol. i keep laughing in the middle of this. seriously though. ily forever. the times tht we did have arguments they werent actually arguments because yu didnt argue. lmao. yu just pissed me off to the point where i was the only one yelling and didnt give a fcuk. &&in the end everything would be ok. cuz yu never took things seriously[which is not always good] but anyway. yu my nigga. haha. no matter how much yu dnt claim me. lol. no matter how much yu dnt like me. no matter how much yu dnt love me. and no matter how much yu think im the lamest person in the world[which we all know im not]. yu still my nigga. and yu came in my life for a good reason and i kept yu here for a good reason. sometimes i wish yu were in my life a totally different way than now but only time will tell if thts meant to be. until then...be my nigga for ever. cuz i cherish yu believe it or not. the more yu piss me off...the more i appreciate yur presence in my world. i love yu in different ways. but those multiple ways are only for us to know abt nahh mean?? yeah. anyway. isnt it crazy how i did this shit for yu?? hmm? cuz over the past weeks i been hat...well disliking yu strongly. but now i know its because i still care. and i will never deny tht. sooo...with tht being said. fcuk off. hehe. ily. bye.

sooo fucking awesome.

recommended by a friend. lol. now ima be on this shit all the time. i love it. an entire website abt blogging?? freedom to write abt ANYTHING?? im in freakin heaven. myspace and facebook give yu notes and shit. but this is devoted only to blogging. this is awesome. haa; thanks "guy friend" for telling me to check yurs out. now im officially addicted. wish i wouls have know abt this sooner but im here now. gon be here for a while. &&for some reason i dnt wnt anyone else to know abt it. [but i guess thts wht other ppl say abt me lmao] anywho. this is great. ima be on this hoe every chance i get. thanks CHAD INGRAM. ily. be back. trust me. haha...im out.