kindasorta

LSG party?? success.
Homecoming?? not so much. lol.
Hotel Party?? big disaster!

anywho. got another poem.

Kindasorta
by Raveen Johnson

i kinda sorta wanna be the one yu love.
not all them other girls. those superficial girls. those good for nothin girls.
its kinda sorta like yu dnt even see me. kinda invisible. sorta not recognized.
if yu get my drift.
but im not gonna throw myself at yu. thts kinda desperate.
something tht i am not.
sorta like yu do it to make me jealous except yu dnt even know tht its making me jealous.
but then again...maybe yu do know. yur just waiting??
patiently? or is time about up?
i kinda sorta wanna be tht one. yu know tht one.
tht one tht yu call and text every five minutes just to let her know tht she's perfect.
(even though perfect is far from what she is)
tht one whom yu see past their flaws. kinda like yu see past me.
sorta like im invisible.
but...i guess its gotta be this way.
cuz i aint making a move. im kinda scared.
...of yur rejection. thts all i see.
and ill never know becaues i havent spoken to yu yet.
sorta apprehensive. sorta anxious.
hell i dnt know.
but..kindasorta...yur already tht one.
kinda like magic. sorta like love unseen.
but yu will never know...