back at it agaiinnn...

uuggghhhh. it dnt take too fucking much...

its the freakin holidays and im worried bout the wrong thing guyss...lets tlk about the good stuff first...

bought all my christmas gifts...well...some ppl gettin they shit a lil after christmas [at least they gettin somethin eh??] yea...im kinda excited about christmas tomorrow...but it aint like the past christmases. its kinda low key...

thenn...got my hair done...lookin good. ppl lose a little bit of contact nowadays. maybe its just a holiday thing.. it'll be back in the new year?? we gon have to start off 2009 incorrect?? i hope not. nuff said.

anywho. i ust wanted to write a blog while i had the chance. i got so much other shit to say but i just cant type it on here. my heart beatin real fast though ciz im gettin pissed off just thinkin about it. guess i shouldnt trip.

stalkEE aint foolin with me right now...its cool. well not really but i can only stress it as much as yu do.

HAPPY HOLIDAYS GUYS.

byyeeee.

out and about.

mann...ive been all around the world. lol. i have to update on soooo much.

i saw my stalkee at the mall haha. but i was with my boyfriend. funny right??? yeah. so we had a lsg party last night at club 20/20. we were santa's little helpers. haha. man we looked so good. especially me...hair done makeup done lookin niicceee. lol. my boyfriend didnt come. the stalkee didnt come. and i was drunk! i was loose and had nobdy there to fulfill tht. aint tht some shit?? [sounds a little freaky huh? i swear im not lmao] but i was dancin all over the place. shoes flew off. and the party didnt even get shut dwn like ppl said it would...it lasted all the way thru. and i was proud of the outcome...i came home to my best friends house and passed out on the bed and went to sleep. well...i talked to my best friend joe for like two hours. then i fell asleep on him...

now i gotta busy day...gotta go buy a gift for my secret santa. gotta go to the beauty supply. gotta get my hair done. and im thinkin about spendin the night with joe...but how ima get to church in the morning?? ugh. i dunno...but im always so busyyy. geez. im the busiest person in the world who doesnt have a license or a car. shit.

anywho...so now im just waiting on my mama so my busy day can begin.

byeeee.

don't yu have a man??

sometimes i wonder if he asks tht question when i try to tlk to him like he's really mine. ugghhh.

bet yu cant guess who im listenin to...thts right. the infamous DRAKE. yes yu've heard about him. [if not yur pretty lame lol.] mann...if yu would have never left me in the first place we wouldnt be in this predicament. but i guess yu aint stressin it like i am...

damn. i just pissed myself off. lemme switch the subject...i looked sooo cute today. lol. i make it work in my lamar uniform. best friend JOE is finally home from college. its christmas time thank GOODNESS. im excited. i wish i could have gotten a car...i got finals next week...how exciting. aint tryna fail these hoes. its senior year for me. its a MUST tht i graduate. its friggin[hahaha] cold outside. it snowed yesterday. tht was fun. snow only comes every purple moon in houston lol.

im just sittin here at this computer...typing and thinking...typing and thinking...and its just like...damn...i wish i could put it into words.

listenin to drake reminds me of you. but dnt i have a man?? why am i trying to be tht person in yur life when im already tht person to someone else?? why are yu letting me?? no one understands yu like i do. and yet im not with yu. with all these feelings yu would think it was easy but it aint. yu know how i am with feelings. i catch em real hard. its hard for me to dodge em. uggghhh. like yu said. whats meant to be will be in the end...i guess we can keep doing what we doing...ooohhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! had to let it out.

anywho...now im listening to MICKEY FACTZ. [live water f/lauryn hill] he said he'd rather bathe in her emotions. i'd rather bathe in yur emotions if yu showed them. hahaha. i'd drown in them if yu showed them.

i guess ima end this one. im off for the night.

byyeeee.

on the phoneee...

with the stalkEE...i think i been crackin him up...lol.

my fucking computer wont let me change the music tht iso on my blogspot. aint tht some bull???? cuz i wanna put this song by common on there. shit...AND i got cramps and they hurt like hell...

i just finished doing my uncle's homework...aint tht somethin??? easy math...well. not tht easy.

the best randomness comes from when yur not really TRYING to be random. and tht would explain why this blog is a whole bunch of nothingness. meaningless crap tht poured out of my mind and onto this blogspot. hehe.

byyeeee.

soooo...

i had a birthday dinner last night...it went well. lots of ppl showed up. but yu know who didnt??

the stalkee aint tht some shit?? and he hasnt even called. thts some more shit....anywho...
i aint trippin. i was in suh a great mood. the atmosphere was so calming unitl these niggas walked up in my shit drunk. high. all tht shit. didnt speak being rude and disrespectful. one of them supposedly calling himself a best friend to me. BIG joke.

but all in all...my shit turned out the way i wanted it to. the ppl tht i cared about most were there. [except the stalkee for whatever reason] but it was fun. food. the wii. everything. FUN.

happyy birthdayy to meeeeee.

well...december 2 was my birthday. i turned 17. a baby right??? lol. yeah...my day was awesome...

i got my hair done the day before by my best friend. at midnight i started getting all these birthday calls from my friends. it was great...so i woke up tht morning all excited (hehe) and we went to school.

my two best friends had gotten me a cake and a BIG HUGE birthday card tht everybody at school signed. then another best friend of mine got me some balloons. i kept getting money. my birthday was great. my mama got me a new purse. mann...

haha. i feel like im writing a story from an english class. lmao.

anywho...my birthday was spectacular. i had fun. and now im having a dinner on saturday with all my friends. *and yes my STALKEE is coming.* lol. tht should be fun.

my prized possession would have been a car butt...guess tht aint happening. but i aint trippin though really...i just really realy really wanted it....guess i am trippin huh???

anywho...i just love my friends...they do so much for me. treat me right. friends like those are hard to find...and im such a slacker...ugh. i havent finished college applications or scholarship applications. i aint got no job...ugh.

well...i was just updating yall cuz most likely the next time i write prolly wont be until like a week or two. haha.

[damn its alot of paragraphs in this hoe!! lol.]

peace.