don't yu have a man??

sometimes i wonder if he asks tht question when i try to tlk to him like he's really mine. ugghhh.

bet yu cant guess who im listenin to...thts right. the infamous DRAKE. yes yu've heard about him. [if not yur pretty lame lol.] mann...if yu would have never left me in the first place we wouldnt be in this predicament. but i guess yu aint stressin it like i am...

damn. i just pissed myself off. lemme switch the subject...i looked sooo cute today. lol. i make it work in my lamar uniform. best friend JOE is finally home from college. its christmas time thank GOODNESS. im excited. i wish i could have gotten a car...i got finals next week...how exciting. aint tryna fail these hoes. its senior year for me. its a MUST tht i graduate. its friggin[hahaha] cold outside. it snowed yesterday. tht was fun. snow only comes every purple moon in houston lol.

im just sittin here at this computer...typing and thinking...typing and thinking...and its just like...damn...i wish i could put it into words.

listenin to drake reminds me of you. but dnt i have a man?? why am i trying to be tht person in yur life when im already tht person to someone else?? why are yu letting me?? no one understands yu like i do. and yet im not with yu. with all these feelings yu would think it was easy but it aint. yu know how i am with feelings. i catch em real hard. its hard for me to dodge em. uggghhh. like yu said. whats meant to be will be in the end...i guess we can keep doing what we doing...ooohhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! had to let it out.

anywho...now im listening to MICKEY FACTZ. [live water f/lauryn hill] he said he'd rather bathe in her emotions. i'd rather bathe in yur emotions if yu showed them. hahaha. i'd drown in them if yu showed them.

i guess ima end this one. im off for the night.

byyeeee.