American Idollllll

tomorrow i'll be in austinnnnn ! i'm auditioning for american idol. i'm like, nervous, excited, anxious. everything. idek what i'm singing for sure. so many choices.

all i know is that ima get there tomorrow. auditions are wednesday. i'll be outside that stadium at FIVE IN THE MORNING. can you believe that ? i can. lol it's gonna be like a gazillion people with the same dream as me. hopefully they see something in me and allow me to make it to the top ya know ?

just gotta keep praying. stay focused. stay humble and determined. i'm so ready and not ready at the same time. lol pray for me !

and oh, i made a tumblr the other day. it's just like another blog. and i reaalllyyyy like it, but i will forever stay faithful to you. i tell you almost everything. it's ridiculous. lol but anywho..

i'm at the nail shop. it was much needed, whew. so i'll write later. (:

raeeeee <3

written 2:22:08..

Love. A four letter word with several different meanings. Love means hate. You hate the fact that you can love a person as much as you do. He hates it that you love him so much that his smallest mistakes can destroy you. Love means effort. You have to work to gain love and to give it. It WONT come easy. It takes pure effort from both sides in order for true love to be achieved. Love means life. It's impossible to live life without love. It's in the air we breathe and the steps we take and the decisions we make. That is why love means you and me. We are the exact image of love. Without you, love is incomplete. Without me some love is missing. So embrace our love, for it is rare in this day and time. It is more than a four letter word. It is the perfect definition of what we are. I love you.

raeeee <3

#QuiteClose !

Denzel and I dropped a mixtape today. just me him with two features.

Here's the link.

http://bit.ly/b6ceaX

We expected it to so as well as its doing. We dropped it around 12:30 today and within the first two hours there were almost 600 downloads. We worked really hard on this mixtape. Made sure it was not a disappointment to those who expect the best from us.

So enjoy that. We take this seriously. We don't let bullshit interfere with our aim at success. We just keep it moving. Me and Denzel have come a looooong way from high school.

And my team ? Smh, I wouldn't trade them for anything. Ron, Joe, Denzel, Tyler. Everything we do, we do it together. And that's enough said.

Hope y'all enjoy that music. Thanks for the support. #MF

Love y'all,
Raeeee <3