gotta get em cleared. its really low of you. to pop in and out of my life. and like a dumbass i continue to let you in. man...i wonder why i keep doing this to myself. but thts the least of my problems. this aint the first time you've done me like this, and hopefully it WILL be my last. ugghhhh.
but yeah...graduation is near. thank god. and im separating form my boyfriend. and i think thts a good thing. cuz, i keep getting agravated with him. he doesnt respect the boundaries of this relationship. but maybe its just me. which is why i need time away from you. i gotta get away.
im not writing much though. my mind and my thoughts are definitely not settled.
im ouutttt.
Thursday, May 21, 2009
Monday, May 11, 2009
soooo...
im at a loss. i dnt know what im doing right now with my relationship. its slipping through my fingers and aint shit i can do about it. im fighting for it but damn...im all alone and shit. ugghhh. i aint got time for relationship problems like this man. im tired.
on a lighter note...D R A K E was on point when he came to Houston friday night. ON POINT!!! i love him like..for real. just seeing him in person, live, in the flesh. it seemed so surreal. i knew every song man. was sweating, hot, hair all messed up. and i aint even care. it was worth it. im gonna meet him one day. i sent him a demo and everything. ima get there yall. lol
i saw my stalkee today. [blushes] thts my nigga mayynneeeee. lol
graduation coming, senior check out, senior picnic, blah blah blah. im ready.
but im outtt. byeee! <3
on a lighter note...D R A K E was on point when he came to Houston friday night. ON POINT!!! i love him like..for real. just seeing him in person, live, in the flesh. it seemed so surreal. i knew every song man. was sweating, hot, hair all messed up. and i aint even care. it was worth it. im gonna meet him one day. i sent him a demo and everything. ima get there yall. lol
i saw my stalkee today. [blushes] thts my nigga mayynneeeee. lol
graduation coming, senior check out, senior picnic, blah blah blah. im ready.
but im outtt. byeee! <3
Friday, May 1, 2009
its been a long timeee...
i shouldna left you.
ughh. but unfortunately i did. im sry. its not tht i been off you...its just tht i havent had time to just sit dwn and pour out all of my random thoughts to you. and when i write to you, i wanna be real. sooo...i figured. why waste my time if i aint gon give it 100 percent. eh? and it seems tht my stalkee was thinking tht way. or he just got lazy. you know how he goes on hiatus for a while and doesnt write in his blog for like...EVER?? well...he posted some new ones so...i'll continue to be faithful to you.
school aint been starting until 12:15 this week cuz of taks. yeesssss! lol. i been getting good sleep. the weather in houston is fucked up. for real. one day its raining, next day its sunny and hot, and the next day...OHMYGOODNESS!! i didnt tell you about prom!!
okay. so my dress was absolutely gorgeous. (and you know i looked gorgeous in it! lol) it started off as a rocky day. i didnt make it to my nail hair and make-up appt on time. then it was RAINING. like...ridiculous rain. then i had wardrobe malfunctions. ugh. but overall i looked good. we had fun. didnt get home til 5:30 the next morning. then we went to kemah later tth day. it was a nice weekend for real. i enjoyed myself.
next update? i just recently got into a car accident with a school bus. 3000 mulaaaa. can you believe tht shit?? they didnt issue out a ticket so we gotta pay tht shit OUTTA POCKET! ugghhh. i een trying to call the s chool bus ppl since wednesday. cuz i was NOT at fault. but hey...shit happens right? anyway...graduation is almost here. the end is bittersweet. im ready to leave, but then i have so many memories. aagghh. but ill save my punk tears for a later date.
but yeah...im hungry. so i shall write in you later. keep you posted.
im outtttt! <3
ughh. but unfortunately i did. im sry. its not tht i been off you...its just tht i havent had time to just sit dwn and pour out all of my random thoughts to you. and when i write to you, i wanna be real. sooo...i figured. why waste my time if i aint gon give it 100 percent. eh? and it seems tht my stalkee was thinking tht way. or he just got lazy. you know how he goes on hiatus for a while and doesnt write in his blog for like...EVER?? well...he posted some new ones so...i'll continue to be faithful to you.
school aint been starting until 12:15 this week cuz of taks. yeesssss! lol. i been getting good sleep. the weather in houston is fucked up. for real. one day its raining, next day its sunny and hot, and the next day...OHMYGOODNESS!! i didnt tell you about prom!!
okay. so my dress was absolutely gorgeous. (and you know i looked gorgeous in it! lol) it started off as a rocky day. i didnt make it to my nail hair and make-up appt on time. then it was RAINING. like...ridiculous rain. then i had wardrobe malfunctions. ugh. but overall i looked good. we had fun. didnt get home til 5:30 the next morning. then we went to kemah later tth day. it was a nice weekend for real. i enjoyed myself.
next update? i just recently got into a car accident with a school bus. 3000 mulaaaa. can you believe tht shit?? they didnt issue out a ticket so we gotta pay tht shit OUTTA POCKET! ugghhh. i een trying to call the s chool bus ppl since wednesday. cuz i was NOT at fault. but hey...shit happens right? anyway...graduation is almost here. the end is bittersweet. im ready to leave, but then i have so many memories. aagghh. but ill save my punk tears for a later date.
but yeah...im hungry. so i shall write in you later. keep you posted.
im outtttt! <3
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