mama knows best.

Thursday, December 9, 2010

it's all my fault.

i'm sorry blogspot.

tumblr has consumed me. but to make it up to you, i fixed you up a bit. and you're still looking great. (:

my semester is almost over. i have a new apartment, new roommate. it's all great. i turned 19 !
seems like longer than that huh ?

i'm sitting in the computer lab now. listening to the playlist i made on tumblr (forgive me !).. i decided it'd only be right to come pay you a visit. you're still my first love.

(:

Saturday, November 6, 2010

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jU29dM_rKXM&feature=youtube_gdata_player

take a moment to watch this video. it could save this girl's life. i honestly believe that if enough of us do our part, it could help her in so many ways.

reblog it, post it on your twitter and Facebook pages, like it or favorite on YouTube, send it to other people. anything.

Saturday, October 9, 2010

abandoned.

i haven't written in you in forever. my deepest apologies man. i promised to stay faithful to you although i started up that tumblr, but i failed at keeping my promise. :( i'm sorry.

school is awesome. i'm finally back at shsu ! me and my roommate are great. financial aid hasn't been trippin. all my classes are paid for. been eating good. lol, it's good..

me and kerry are a bit rocky. but we'll make it. me and joe are great. that's my bestfriend foreal. six years ? that's my ride AND die.

me and tyron ? great. that's real love.

i'm pretty much surrounded by some amazing fucking people. my days have been awesome since semester started. always in a good mood, always smiling and shit. i made the right decision coming back here. (:


and there's my update on my life. next weekend is homecoming.. and it's gonna get extra crazy. and that's all that needs to be said. <3

byeeeee
Rae.

Sunday, August 8, 2010

American Idollllll

tomorrow i'll be in austinnnnn ! i'm auditioning for american idol. i'm like, nervous, excited, anxious. everything. idek what i'm singing for sure. so many choices.

all i know is that ima get there tomorrow. auditions are wednesday. i'll be outside that stadium at FIVE IN THE MORNING. can you believe that ? i can. lol it's gonna be like a gazillion people with the same dream as me. hopefully they see something in me and allow me to make it to the top ya know ?

just gotta keep praying. stay focused. stay humble and determined. i'm so ready and not ready at the same time. lol pray for me !

and oh, i made a tumblr the other day. it's just like another blog. and i reaalllyyyy like it, but i will forever stay faithful to you. i tell you almost everything. it's ridiculous. lol but anywho..

i'm at the nail shop. it was much needed, whew. so i'll write later. (:

raeeeee <3

Saturday, August 7, 2010

written 2:22:08..

Love. A four letter word with several different meanings. Love means hate. You hate the fact that you can love a person as much as you do. He hates it that you love him so much that his smallest mistakes can destroy you. Love means effort. You have to work to gain love and to give it. It WONT come easy. It takes pure effort from both sides in order for true love to be achieved. Love means life. It's impossible to live life without love. It's in the air we breathe and the steps we take and the decisions we make. That is why love means you and me. We are the exact image of love. Without you, love is incomplete. Without me some love is missing. So embrace our love, for it is rare in this day and time. It is more than a four letter word. It is the perfect definition of what we are. I love you.

raeeee <3

Monday, August 2, 2010

#QuiteClose !

Denzel and I dropped a mixtape today. just me him with two features.

Here's the link.

http://bit.ly/b6ceaX

We expected it to so as well as its doing. We dropped it around 12:30 today and within the first two hours there were almost 600 downloads. We worked really hard on this mixtape. Made sure it was not a disappointment to those who expect the best from us.

So enjoy that. We take this seriously. We don't let bullshit interfere with our aim at success. We just keep it moving. Me and Denzel have come a looooong way from high school.

And my team ? Smh, I wouldn't trade them for anything. Ron, Joe, Denzel, Tyler. Everything we do, we do it together. And that's enough said.

Hope y'all enjoy that music. Thanks for the support. #MF

Love y'all,
Raeeee <3

Thursday, July 22, 2010

smfh.

see..

you think I don't know what you're doing. everytime I try to give the benefit of the doubt to those who do not deserve it, they further prove to me that they DON'T deserve it. and as much as I wanna fight for this shit, I'm not gon be the fool.

I'm not a fool. and I can sense shady shit before it even becomes shady yet. blinded by love, I'll give YOU that. but you ? you've lost every bit of my respect that you ever had. and you will never get it back.

confirmation.