poetry.

sooo...ive been dying of deprivation of blogging all day. ohemgeee. now tht im here i done forgot what i wanted to blog abt...hmm...ohhh!!! i was gonna give yall one of my poetry pieces...so here it goess:

Givin' Up

i gotta give up.
too much stress. confess all things tht ive done then i gotta give up.
cuz im stuck in love waiting on him to love me back.
feelings aint the same so i gotta give up.
im tryin to give up.
used to be on top of my game now ive managed to slip up.
man i gotta give up.
cuz im filled with hope. but in the back of my mind i know i must cope
with his absence so...i'll try to give up. but its hard cuz i let my mind sway
to the things tht he says when i know tht he doesn't really mean what he says
so...how i am supposed to give up trying. ppl say i wlk around like i just got thru crying.
and im so depressed && life aint supposed to be like this.
cuz my expressions express tht there is something ive missed.
man i gotta give up.
its a must i give up.
cuz he's moved on to new things while i wait for a phone ring.
im abt to give up.
cuz there's so much more ahead of me. and to wait on this boy who wnts nothing to do with me
is so beneath me. so yea...im givin up.
cuz its weakening my spirit when it used to be tough.
&&givin up is the only solution to my problem. all this giving in and loving him surely aint gon solve em so...
im gon try to give up but its tough cuz i know i'll slip up.
he'll whisper something in my ear and i'll surrender to what i hear.
forgetting tht when he stops whispering my emotions will still be laid out like a blanket.
sorry to the world if i fail to give up.
but im tryin. im tryin so hard to give up.

yea...thts my shit. more to come. cuz i like sharing this with yall. haa;

im out.