tough luck.

i never understood how someone who loves you so so much, can be so rude and inconsiderate towards you. i still dnt understand it.

some ppl take it too too far. and by people i mean the closest ones to me. word of advice, no when to stop. taking it too far can do damage. but it isnt tht serious, it would have been though if it would have gone any further. assholes.

anywho.. im still in huntsville. sigh, im ready to go home. i needa job, i need to go to school i need some money. like seriously.. but things are looking up. i refuse to si here and complain about everything. i talked to my aunt and my papa about it for the first time. i knw they didnt want my first year college experience to be so sucky, but it wasnt all tht bad. i had fun. and i'll have even more next fall. an apartment and all tht. it'll be fun.

umm.. im upset with tyron. i told him not to ever tlk to me again. of course i didnt mean ever but i was upset. sometimes he becomes this totally different person. its like, the things he does it makes you say "wtf" why are you doing this why are you being this way.. and it shocked me and actually disgusted me. to be one of the main ppl i confide in and then he ends the day in such a manner, yeah.. i am upset. and im upset with joe as well. he isnt a typical best friend. and sometimes he doesnt act like a best friend at all. shit's retarded.

anyway.. i cant wait to go home. i can work on my mixtape moreeeee... i can make my own money. i can see kerry moreee. it'll be funnn (:

today is such a gloomy day. RIP SHOOTA MAC. i didnt knw this man at all. but all over twitter today i saw tht he had passed away. and he has so many friends and family and ppl tht truly love him. and i think he knew alot of famous ppl. nonetheless, i knw the feeling. to lose someone so suddenly is tragic. and worthy of mourning by the ones who were survived. i knw you will truly be missed, and although i never knew you or heard of you until today, i already see the impact you had on the lives of alot of ppl. and i read some of your words, and your twitter.. your knowledge is something alot of us lack. with you in a higher place, i know you can show us some kind of way. and my prayers go to your family and your friends. i know you'll do right by them when you're up there. amen.


im kinda hungry. im finna get in the shower eat a lil something then go meet with residence life so they can get me moved out of my dorm.

byyeee
rae <3