it's like..

it's like these feelings that are emerging are supposed to be.
nothing feels wrong about this moment, these moments.
nothing feels right when i'm not with you.
nothing feels good if it doesn't involve you,
if my mind isn't on you then nothing ever sits well, of course,
everything sits well because you sit in my mind. like there's a chair on my brain,
you just sit and recline, and relax. and i bet you think as hard as i do when you're sitting there.
so then my mind works 2 times harder trying to match yours.
trying to fill itself with more thoughts of you than you could ever have of me. and it tickles.
maybe that's why i always get those little headaches that make me laugh although they usually provoke some kind of aching pain, i don't feel any pain. i feel GOOD. and feeling good ? feels good.
i always smile at the thought of you, how cliche' was that.
but it's true. my teeth are not ashamed to reveal themselves when i even think of your name.
and it's funny because i didn't realize where all this came from.
how blind am i, i didn't even see that YOU were the one bringing about all these feelings.
you..

it's like i didn't even notice.
i digress.


(all of this JUST came off the top of my head lol. i thought as i typed. i must have A LOT on my mind.)


raeee <3