its wednesday...

easy yves saint..im on it hard. i am sooooo late. ive always heard of him but i never just listened to his tuff. wtf what was i thinking? i love tht shit. im listening to him and chris king right now..

i went to workout yesterday. it made me feel like going home. i just dnt feel relaxed in there. its fun, but..idk. when im in the computer lab i feel home. cuz its like i block everybody off. remember when you were younger and you were taking a test and your teacher would make you put a piece of cardboard or something between you and your neighbor so thth yall wouldnt copy? well i feel like i got three pieces to block me off from everybody else in this damn lab. its almost like i dnt even see anyone else..especially when i have my ipod with me..i aint worried abt anyone or anything else..

my classes were sooo long, well they seemed like it. my first class was fine. but my bio class? ugh, its only 50 min. but the way she be tlkng, it seems like the longest minutes of my entire damn day. and on wednesday, i take a lab from 2-350pm. soo boring. and its cold in tht damn room. but whatever, its cool. my 430 math class was cancelled today. yessssssss..i knw everything i needa knw any damn way. right now im listening to chris king's "lyrical exercise." i love it.

i seen some typos already. please forgive me.lol. im going home this weekend. yesss. i cant wait! im so ready to get home! im going to the nail shop tomorrow..then i may be getting my hair done when i get home. idk im just happy to get home. to sleep in MY bed in MY house. i miss my best friends, i miss my mama, i miss my dog, and my sister, and my job, and my papa. i miss houston, shit.

i been doing good huh? writing in you every dayand stuff. i feel good. i need to blog. especially going to college. i need a getaway and this is definitely it. now i havent started on my poem. well i havent started writing it, i started thinking about it in bio today while my teacher was going on and on about nothing. lol, and i knw you can keep a secret.

i love to text my bff. like, if i dnt get a text from him every day and night ill text him and ask why. sometimes i feel like im being a bother. i didnt text him tht much today and i dnt think i will cuz i thnik im getting on his nerves. i just be missing him. him and kerry and my mama. i tlk to them the most throughout my entire day. they like mean everything to me..i just wanna hear from them. =( my mama loves my bff by the way, too. she just cant wait for the day tht we actually get in a relationship, lmao and i keep telling her tht it isnt gonna happen. i just cant imagine tht. lol. and kerry..he's a keeper. i aint lettin him go.

now..i just wanna keep writing. i wish i could sit here all day and blog blog blog blog eat sleep blog blog blog write music read write blog blog blog blog. lol tht would be a lovely schedule for some days..id prolly eat a bit more though. hahaha

but im done i guess. its almost 7:00. tht isnt late at all..but, hmpf. i think i can keep goingg.
so you knw my ex guy kyle? i think he tryna flirt again. and idk about tht. lol but we cool though. really good friends, but we def. aint taking it further. remember what happened last time? i do.

now im listening to wiz khalifa. aaaaghhhh!! wiz khalifa, drake, chris king, yves saint, kanye west, jay-z, tyga..i love em ALLLLLL..

have i worn you out?? my fingers aint even tired yet..this music is settling to my soul. its settling my thoughts too. there arent as many typos in this one as there are in the previous ones right? i didnt have my music on the last two. ima have it more often now though. =)

ima end it here though. and ill probably be back. if not tonight, ima write tomorrow. i got a lil homework. and when i say a "lil", thts exactly what i mean. it aint nothing but a little worksheet for my sam136 class. ima do tht in my room, i guess. and eat some oreos. i gotta pee. lol

im outtt, byee. <3
rae.