two thousand && nineee.

hahahaha. new year new me. lmao. i put tht on my facebook status for a little bit butt...i changed tht shit. change comes with TIME. and one day aint gon change me tht quick i promise.

anywho...i was at my friend raisha house. me d'ann arianna ashlyn maatra monica kerry ashley marquis. we had fun for real. marquis drunk ass hopped over a bucket on a bicycle. lmao. we popped fireworks. amazing. food movies fun.

aint nothin really change about me YET. i mean...i deleted some numbers so i could start fresh. but thts the thing. you actually have to START to make a change to actually MAKE the change. it dnt just come tht easy. if it did niggas woulda changed a long ass time ago. what you think?? but im lad its 2009. lots of thing happen this year. for example:

i graduate high school.
i go to college. (which means i go out of houston to begin a new life)
i become an adult.

i guess tht aint alot huh?? hahaha, but yeah...i think i might like 2009. i know tht hoe aint gon be perfect but it shall be better. i expect to be more mature...more headstrong...more independent...less gullible...more loving and considerate...i expect to change. but i dnt expect to change in 1 day. change is good but so is patience and time right??

but...im listening to this song called "Tht Was Then" by lalah hathaway. it is THE shit. lol. she says: "it was like a lifetime passed right thru my fingers so long ago.so much tht i didnt know. it was like a light shined dwn and showed me how...how to move on. tht was then and this is now." i love tht.

im moving!!! i really dnt feel like it though. its like you pack all your shit up to unpack it in like 2 or 3 days. ugghh. i hate it. but its for the better.

im out.
byyeeeee. <3