self-explanatory.

so strong in the way tht i loved you.

so weak in the way i gave in.

so poor in my effort to keep you.

now our relationship is hard to mend.

but see i always have to spell it out for you.

for some reason you never understand.

i never tried to be the stop sign in your life

but i did try to make you a new man.

i tried to give you all of my heart

while trying to please someone else.

i tried to please you and the others

never thinking of pleasing myself.

but i know better. reality has come.

and your true colors i have now seen.

the wrong in your actions was clear.

but in your life you just thought id intervene.

so i fixed what i felt was wrong.

and kept my feeling towards you to myself.

then you tried to call me out on my imperfections.

i just had to let you know for yourself.

it was never tht i ever tried to keep you.

you could leave at anytime you pleased.

but you left and went the wrong direction.

and i didnt take your actions with ease.

but if you think tht you did nothing wrong.

then by all means continue in what you do.

and forget about whatever we had.

because clearly you wnt us to be thru.

but in honesty i cannot complain.

we're aware of the situation tht im in.

but tht was never an issue before you found yourself talking to a friend.

but you probably dropped me a long time ago.

and my rambling on here has no point.

and i didnt realize how much i loved you

until you hurt me just now. in my joints.

and in my heart. and in my mind. and in everywhere else you can think.

but things happen. ppl change. and ppl leave your life within a blink.

yes. i did go there. i went all the way. i am very hurt. but its cool. i'll be just fine. but because you decided to put me all out on YOUR blog i discreetly put you out on mine. and i smoothly let you know exactly how you were wrong and whether you agree with me or not doesnt matter. i understood who you were and how you were and what you needed. and i EXPECTED you to go out and tlk to someone else. but you went so low as to go to my closest friend. the audacity. but im done faulting you. im done. because the longer i stay mad at you the harder it is to move on with my life.

im out.

byyeeeeee. <3