[random picture i know. i just felt like putting on here. lol. on to the juice of my blog...]i dnt know what to do. im usually the one with all the answers...to everybody elses questions. not to my own. how did i forget tht little detail?? its like...ugh. my mind tells me what i wanna do and my meotions dnt agree. but i find myself unhappy sometimes. and complaining. and i dnt wanna turn into one of those girls who stays involved in something tht doesnt make her happy. being controlled by torture. tht jsut aint meeee. but i dnt wanna leave. maybe i should just leave for a little bit and see the effects of tht. i just dnt think it will work though. ugh. [im not talking about my stalkee for all you nosey ones out there. lol. he'll rarely ever let me dwn] but...ugh. im hurting on the inside...again. and i told myself tht i wouldnt get this feeling with this one. but its here...and i dnt know what to do. but i'll just have to deal. like i always do. i'll just deal.
u-g-h.
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